Loosing people. This is due to the fact that this year I almost lost my brother when he became extremely sick, my sister came home form a year in Japan said hello for about 3 weeks and left again for another year or so, and I lost many of my best friends to stupid arguments. This year everyone I loved or cared for seems to fall farther behind and away form me. It scares me that if this continues I may loose everyone.
3 months, 2 weeks ago2
I am a writer of thesis help service.
Biggest Wish: My biggest wish is to rekindle a relationship with some of my friends. There is one person in particular which I used to tell everything to and they were the only person I trusted. Now that we have grown apart a little bit I have had nobody to talk to so everything is bottle up inside of me. Even though we still talk it is nothing like last year. Basically my biggest wish is to rekindle that friendship or find a new person that I can talk to just as well.
Biggest insecurity: I would have to say that my biggest insecurity is how I can be a very big pushover. I always say how much I want to change and be able to stand up for myself but I always feel that if I try to do this people will say I have changed and I will go through hell like I did in the beginning of the year where I lost some friends because I "changed."
Pet peeves: My biggest pet peeve is when somebody says 'a apple' when it should be an apple (that is just an example). I am no English major but for some reason that drives me insane.
Role model and why: My biggest role model would be my older sister, because she has learned to accept herself for whom she is and took life by the horns and ran with it. She has learned to be independent and travels the world one country at a time which is what I aspire to do as I get older.
What are your major goals: My major goal is too is to learn from everything that happens to me. I tend to have lots of downs and I wish that I could learn to be stronger and stay strong through it all. I also would like to learn how to live life for myself not for others.